I have a teacher in my school and she keeps nocking me down. She made me so insecure, I was feeling so worthless and whenever I was writing a test in her class my hands was shaking and I just wanted to cry so badly. I was waiting the time to go back home and cry in my room. I couldn’t think, neither write anything. I was getting sick and I was always trying to avoid going to her class. And whenever I was in her class she always saying stuff in the class just to make me feel bad. She never mention my name but she was always showing me and pointing out all the mistakes I was doing. At the begging of the school I try to talk to her, to ask her what I did to her and what I did wrong and I can’t write good in her tests. I don’t have to say she made me feel the most stupid person in the entire school.
Now, I am done. School is over and my exams are right in the corner. I was so mad and upset and I remember I told to my self “I will never study for that bitch ever again” but those exams are not for her, it’s not HER future is MINE!
That bitch ruin my life for 7-8 months but she is over, I am not worthless or stupid, I am a dreamer and a fighter and I am a hell clever one!
On Friday is my chance not to prove her wrong, she doesn’t matter any more. I will prove to myself that I CAN! Do whatever put my mind on!
Wish me luck!
xoxo
xaritena
Keep Walking!
No one is perfect. We all have our ups and downs. Good days, bad days. We make wrong or right decisions. Meet someone new, lose someone else. This is who we are. We are humans. So keep walking brother with your head up high. So the people who hates you will see that they didn’t beat you, they just made you stronger.(:
-xaritena
You know what our problem is and we can’t find someone to LOVE us?
It’s that we are looking for the perfect guy far away but the truth is that the perfect guy for you is even closer and you can’t see him because we are so blind from the external beauty.
And in the end we have a broken heart because this boy hurt us, hurt our feelings and make us believe we are not good enough. But honestly out t
here, there are so many good guys who will give everything just to make you smile, to protect you and give you a shoulder to cry on. For once in your life stop looking with your eyes and start looking with your heart. It takes time, maybe a few days or weeks or maybe a month or two or maybe years but you will see, in the end you will find a guy who will love you with all your imperfections, you will see that your broken heart will heal by his side because he will love you.
-xaritena
